Oil Slick

We're goin' in, goin' in
We're goin' in, goin' in
Gotta get it out

The synthesis
Of a million years
Deep within Her depths
The constant flow
To and fro
Of life itself

From what we came
To which we shall return
Don't we remember

The hijack of
A vital sustenance
To mass produce
To continue
Brings forth asymmetry
A disproportion
A twisted divergence

Now the water is darkened
The air reeks of death
How long till we learn
Is this our last breath

Conforming to cause
A change in direction
For we are gods
It's time we listened

words

a government big enough to give you everything you want is strong enough to take everything you have.

pondering..

it has been a good few years since i last wrote in this blog. but in that time, i have experienced and learnt much of this life. i have come to know many individuals who, in one way or another, shared this journey of discovery with me.

i believe i have progressed much in my understanding of Life and the Universe. i cannot say that i now know what my true Purpose is here, but i do know that i decide what it is, whenever i want. i have come to know that this Reality, as we call it, is only as real as my senses tell me it is. it is a view of the world that is projected onto a Curtain..and this is the Illusion that we have come to accept as Reality. what we see displayed on the Curtain is exactly what we want to see, however we choose to view it.

a deeper understanding of Life is what i have yearned for, and i still do, since i embarked on this journey. and i know that i will not fail in discovering the Truth of my existence.

State of Chaos

economic turmoil. inflation. unemployment. poverty. suicides.

wars. nuclear threat. sanctions. uprising. protest. genocide.

the world seems to be in a state of chaos.

or is it?

goin' where the wind blows

someone said life is for the taking
here i am with my hand out waiting for a ride
i've been living on my great expectations
what good is it when i'm stranded here
and the world just passes by
where are the signs to help me get out of this place

if i should stumble on my moment in time, how will i know
if the story's written on my face, does it show
am i strong enough to walk on water
smart enough to come in out of the rain
or am i a fool going where the wind blows

here i sit halfway to somewhere
thinking about what's in front of me and
what i left behind
on my own, supposed to be so easy
is this what i've been after
or have i lost my mind
maybe this is my chance coming to take me away

if i should stumble on my moment in time, how will i know
if the story's written on my face, does it show
am i strong enough to walk on water
smart enough to come in out of the rain
or am i a fool going where the wind blows

here i am walking naked through the world
taking up space, society's child
make room for me
make room for me

am i strong enough to walk on water
smart enough to come in out of the rain
or am i a fool
going where the wind blows

- "Goin' Where The Wind Blows" Mr Big

spin spin sugar

Dylan eased the craft onto the tarmac.
smooth as silk.
checked the levels.
camber, hydraulics, thrusters.
and juice.
he eased it forward.
speed steadily rising.
Daphne giggled with glee as she watched his hands move over the controls.

"you ready?"
"already!"

the leap forward was unbelievable.
nanotech at its best.
he knew what he was doing.
excellent timing.
deceleration, curves, hairpins.
at the last turn, sideways as he braked.
gentle halt.
panting.
rapid heartbeats in spite of the safe surroundings of the interior.

"another spin?"
"do you?"

meaning "you bet!"
Dylan smiled. that's my Daphne.

my goddess

i want you
i don't just want you
i want you

i don't think you understand

i want you as much as the world needs calm
i want you as much as heaven lacks harm

as the feet long for one more mile
as the chest hurts for one more breath
as envy tastes oh so vile
as to abandon you would mean my death

i want you for pleasure and for pain
i want you like chocolates and cocaine

an obsession this is not
an addict i am not
but to you i am drawn
without choice, reason long gone

i will you to understand
and you must comprehend
there is nothing i can do
give me the world...but i'll just want you