i'm a hazard to myself
i really am
please stay away from me
i'm too radioactive
i wouldn't intend to harm you
but i might
i've been doing that to myself for years now
i've been doing that to myself for tears now
there's a reason why i shy away
why there's a force field around me
sometimes even i can't break through
leave me alone
don't bother me
i'm a hazard to myself
as starlight breaks into the sky
where will i go...into the night
fantastic ringing of distant voices
in my soul
ban my choices
we have waited for oh so long
doubtful now
i don't belong
passion filled
i'm mortified
misery
are you satisfied
feed my soul and take me out
i long to let go
i scream and shout
bitter kisses lead to vast dismay
untie me now
i will not walk this way!
for you were there to hold my hand
you had my back and i had you then
for you were there to wipe my tears
it's all long gone
can i disappear?
