July 04, 2005

a horrendously charming weekend

some doors are meant to be kept closed. when a chapter is concluded and closed, it is usually wise to not go back and open it. then you painfully discover how unhealed you are. and everything comes crashing down like an enormous avalanche, taking everything with it...

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

i may have completely missed your point but i guess that chapter is not fully closed as you didnt get closure and you would like to think that its all over.. probably you were looking for a closure but didnt quite get it?

[rainchild] said...

achooo!
well, you didn't miss it. the door was closed but it wasn't locked with a solex. and i still haven't found the time to get a solex. :)
thanx for dropping by!

Anonymous said...

hmmm like that ah.. i better get myself a solex too. :)

[rainchild] said...

yeah, you do that. but be sure that you really want to keep that door under lock and key. for good.

Anonymous said...

At times.... by unlocking the doors... one wishes to disappear ;) Disappering is good.... to only knw who wants u......

[rainchild] said...

why would you be eager to know who wants you?

Anonymous said...

Coz whn u give give give n no one realises ur existance.... is thr a point? The feeling of unwantedness is eating me at the mo....

[rainchild] said...

if you give and give and give but no one notices, give anyway. it's not for them that you're giving.

Anonymous said...

True true :D